Is it time ?

Today is a difficult day.  The past few months have been difficult as an artist.  I have been at an art cross roads in creating new work.  Not quite sure where I want to go in my work or what I want to show people this year.  I have been simply shooting and developing ideas but they have yet to lead me in any direction.  It is getting closer to the time in my life where my college career in coming to an end and it scares the shit out of me! I want to start really working on major ideas and getting my work out in the public but I have a problem with sharing.  It is apparent that it is time I get over that hump in my life.  Time I become what I claim to be. An artist.